Tuesday, September 4, 2007

My Heart does Hunger for a new fresh look at His Word

I Hunger for the love of Jesus to be so real in me...so real that it melts the lies and the eyes that desire to sin and to live in a world of false humility that seems to lift man up in other's eyes, instead of being true. Even this is imitated. My heart aches for the lies running around in the confines of human flesh. Where we think, 'if we hide, we are in the clear', instead of coming straight out with it. When you keep covering up lies and secrets they busy your mind so you can not think clearly and you cannot operate in the way God has planned for you to move in Him. That, I believe, is the Satan's great plan to steal what is real. We have a generation that wants to be real while they are still in 'acting mode' and can't seem to find the way to "realness". Where are the examples? Where is the body standing up and saying "I am here, I am REAL"!! Jesus is REAL! My God is REAL! He REALLY sent His Only Son! THIS IS REAL!!!
Father in Heaven, how can I get through to your children that you are real, and you LOVE your children, and there is nothing else!
Love,
Pastor Cindi

32 comments:

Anonymous said...

I pray the Lord enrich me with the understanding and love for people that you have.

You are a mighty beautiful example of a Proverbs 31 woman who will change the world even if it is centimetre by centimetre and i honor you Pastor Cindi

God Bless the work of your hands and may the pathways you walk on be filled with th REAL light !

Munya

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What a statement! Pastor Riaan preached on Sunday.... be yourself! This is so inline with what you wrote, be real. You are such a blessing to us. We love and miss you so much. Ansie, Corne, Riekie, Ruan, Anina and Kirsten.

Martin from SA said...

Hi Pastor Cindy

It could be so liberating if everybody in the body of Christ can realise that He made each and everyone of us. There really is no need to live in pretence and lies!

When i am confronted by the same issue do i always have the mindset (perhaps very cinnical)that if i don't expect to much then i cannot be so disappointed in people.

One scripture that truly refute the potential effect of lies is Ps 138:8 that states that God will perfect that which concerns us!

But the dilemma remains therefor why not being honest!

T.D Jakes also states in one of his sermons that the 'new' generation place a big emphasis on 'being real' & therefore assumes that anything and everything under this being 'real' banner is acceptable.

The only counter for this i think is for everybody to accept that Jesus has set us free from all that we were, we aught to be God pleasers not man-pleasers. If you drive for the truth for the realness He brings, why bother with being false! His 'realness' substantiates us!!!!

Why bother with lies & manipulation!!!!!

Miss you so much!

Martin

Pastor Cindi said...

Hello ; I am so blessed by the reponse to this word thank you for checking out my blog. Martin , Wow! Is the word ,you just move when your hear the word it goes into your spirit. I can tell by your writtings, I wish the world knew you the way I see you, in the spirit ,you are a delight.. Much love in HIm Pastor Cindi

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